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Right, that's it.

Singing lessons for me. I understand where my range is, I CAN make my voice sound like something other than an angry kazoo, but for some reason I've been flat this evening when attacking the usual SingStar stuff. I know what I want, it's like there's a slight lack of confidence to actually go get it - if I stop thinking, I can hit the notes and not do my "sorry!" face to anyone in the room (I can make SingStar think I've hit the notes for A-Ha, but honestly, it makes mating cats sound positively tuneful).

Really want some SingStar Big Band, or Musical, or even sodding Opera. Anything which wasn't sung by yelling until you're hoarse (Alice Cooper, Korn, etc.), sung and dubbed over three times so you can't tell which one is yours (Panic! At the Disco) or makes me want to make the å sound all the time (Hej på deg! *waves to Norwegians*) (A-Ha, of course).

*sings* And if a double-decker bus, crashes into us...

Broadband!

Finally! Be Pro is now up and running; I should be hammering through some website work but I have to go to Scotland tomorrow to do house-stuff, which I'm wondering about putting off (running up in the C6 to move some small things and help Gavin take the computers, and then going up with a van when I've got more time free and more cash). PayPal kept my money due to a buyer's bank error which I am somewhat narked about.

How can i keep my positive mood for the rest of the evening and therefore have accomplished an entire week of happy?