Tesseract

I feel like I'm sitting here trying to get work done and be normal
And bits keep falling off.
I keep down-rezzing, losing polygons, simplifying.
My back feels like one of those old flip-board timetables, constantly spinning, except it's not displaying anything new. Just blank squares over and over.
And there's no reason for it.
Nothing has changed (everything's changed).
Work is work, food is food, sleep is sleep (can't sleep).
Maybe if my limbs fall off all at once I won't have to pick them up anymore.
but it's so annoying
and meaningless
and should be hidden
But it just won't stop happening
Even when there's no reason
To be
falling
apart.